However, unfortunate accident happens. To anybody, anywhere, surgery or not, rehabilitation or not! The key is to learn from them! I have injured myself bad enough for a trip to the ER twice in the past year. Once in July 2013, and last one this past Monday. Both are totally related to my awkward hands and wrong depth perception resulting in horrible aim. This was very severe right after surgery when I led my fork to my nose to eat, and snorted drinks thru my nose instead of my mouth. haha When I drive, I always take a tad longer than the person behind me would hope for. It does not matter if I KNOW that the cars are further than I see them, but I will just NOT take a chance!! Its not that severe that it really makes me sit at a stop forever. I rarely get impatient people, and I much prefer be safe than sorry. SO as far as driving, I got this. However, for the "easy" jobs at home, I am not so good. I drop things every day because I think i am setting something down but miss the surface by an inch.
In July, I "thought" i was putting a bottle of champagne (that I had bought for a
Independence day party the next day) in
the fridge, but I missed the shelf and it landed on my left middle toe. I drop things on my feet all the time, but my hands are not strong enough to hold anything too heavy so it was never a big deal. Makes me more mad that I cracked my tile floor than bruised my foot zillions of time. Back to that bottle, it didn't break, it was intact, but after the initial sharp pain and making sure my bottle was intact, I looked down and saw my foot covered in blood. I could feel how much pain my toe was in, but didn't realize how bad it was because the blood kept covering how bad it was. I finally touched my toe and realized the top half was hanging. It had cut my toe in half but horizontally, not vertically. Jay was in the living room and I was in the kitchen. I just said, "I need help in here, I cut my toe." I am not a dramatic person. As much as it hurt, I was not crying or panicking, I just kept saying "I cut my toe". He didn't come until I specifically asked him to. haha We went to the ER and i will never forget that, because I was laughing (at myself) and just limped to the counter and said "I cut my toe". The receptionist looked at me like "and... you are here for a toe cut??" like I was crazy. I repeated, laughing " I think i cut my toe in half". She looked down and said "Holy Shit!!' and got me back. hahaha They took care of me right away. I didn't laugh anymore when they were cleaning it, and especially when they shot numbing medicine in there to numb it. That is just horrible. Jay was laughing at my face and I got mad at him. haha This happened just 4 days before I was to leave on a road trip to my hometown, 2000 miles away. Since it was my left foot, I decided that I was NOT going to change my departure date! I got dissolving stitches for the "inside stitches and about 5 that I was supposed to go back to get removed after 2 weeks. I wore a boot, learned how to removed stitches, and decided to endure the pain without pain meds so I could drive :) I was told the nail would not grow back since the bottle ripped it off, but it did. It looks completely normal now. Guess what, it sucked and was painful, but I made it and my toe didnt fall off.
SO, that was my first severe injury. Since then, I am extra careful when I put something down. I have been dropping less big things. What I still drop are smaller things, mostly related at my poor fine motor skills.
reason, I did... and you guessed it, my perception of depth was off and I stabbed my hand. Oh wow it was like an electric shock. Almost cool. haha I knew right away it was bad because my thumb and index finger got numb right away and the pain, oh my!! I put some pressure on there, wiped out the blood on the counter, went upstairs to tell my mother in law where I was going and just left. I didn't want to wake up Jay. I knew I could drive. I went to Urgent care this time. Its cheaper, and as efficient. Plus a great friend of mine works there and I didn't see her in a while so i figured I would catch up. She ended up being the one that cleaned my hand and put a bandage on it once I was all sutured up. "Come back in 2 days" the Doctor said "So we can access the damage and see if you need to see a hand surgeon". Urgh!! I decided right away that my hand WAS going to heal perfectly and was not requiring a hand surgeon. hahaha The doctor asked me how hight my pain tolerance is and I said "I convince myself than its high". He laughed and told me "If you change your mind, do not hesitate to call me and I will call you some in" I didnt want to take strong meds because I had a busy few days ahead, places to go and didnt want to burden Jay with driving when he is busy enough with work. I have to admit it has been more painful than the toe, but I was so busy, including the set up of my customized workout that night, that time flew. Later that night, I went to stay over with Angelina at my wonderful friend that is moving to Chicago tomorrow. I would not of missed that date for nothing, even if it was as school night. We stayed up late drinking wine, had a great time and wine turns out to be the best pain meds :) My follow up appointment was yesterday and it is indeed healing great. It is very sore but I will not need to see a specialist. Yay!! From that, I have learned once again, to think before I do that. Such a ordinary action that I have to think about!! When she saw my hand, the Doctor said "Wow you heal amazingly well!!" :) I do know that. :)